I do think a lot about the potential for it to pop or detach if I have a car accident.
It was clear fluids at the hospital but I'm back onto full fluids. 3 shakes a day, 3 cups of V8, 1 cup of prune juice, 1 of pear, 1 multivitamin, 6 fish oil caps, and a bumload of painkillers - begged borrowed and bought. I've been very surprised to find myself relatively satisfied with this diet.
Cognitions about food have been few and far between:
- 3 cognitions re biscuits: Saw a volunteer at work with a biscuit. Mmmm biscuit. I have made sexy eyes at the biscuit tin twice since this first cognition.
- 1 cognition re japanese curry: Br and K went to the Japan takeaway around the corner and got chicken katsu curry for dinner. Br let me put a spoon into the sauce and I sucked the spoon. I did this 3 times.
- 1 cognition re burgers: Br and K made chilli burgers for dinner with salad and fried onions on those nice mighty soft hamburger buns. Smelt amazing. I considered whether it would be satisfying to press my tongue against the patty but conceded I would probably want to go on and bite the thing... It was little effort to move on and think about other things.
- 1 cognition re sushi. I was leaving the office to go buy some more painkillers and as I crossed the road I thought to myself 'oo sushi would be nice for lunch...' Wrong. No food for you.
Start weight: 112.5
Last recorded weight: 108.5
Weight lost: 4
LT goal weight: 75
ST goal weight: 99